Should I happy or not?

Today,

I go and receive 'Top in level award' .

But,

I don't know whether I should happy or not?


Compare with those students who receiving the same awards with me,
I am the tallest and also the elders,

I find that was quite uncomfortable,
and also very embarrassed.

I rather don't take it.......

I don't know what are the uses of these certificates?

I already have one stack of it.

But,

In the end, I still need to go ITE.

Even know I don't wish to……

Wish to run away from singapore......

Wish to go back-paking travel to japan!

Yes!

I finaly finish my‘N’level English examination! oh oh

Yes!
I did it.

I hope my result won't be so bad,


It just like the dates of death,
After finish this examination.

I thlnk it is time to rest for while......

A lonly Birthday.

Happy Birthday, ShaoFan!

I am 19 years old already!

But no one celebrate with me,
Only my family members.

My friend?
Don't know go where already la......

My wish......

Tomorrow is my 19th Birthday！

I suppose to be happy,but
I don't think my friends will remember it.
Never mind..... It's fine u_U

I myself also forgot my birthday in the past,
What you expect other people to remmember it.

I never have my birthday wishes before，
I htink that is useless,nothing will become true.

But this year,
The day after tomorrow (9th sep 2009)，is my ‘N’level English examination paper 1 and 2.

Every subject i can get A, except English.
I almost fail it！
I don't want to waste my four years time in this school, and get a U in English.

So,
I WISH I CAN GET C IN English !

This is first time i have my birthday wish，
Please......
don't disappointe me.

I always told myself，

“Don't wait until all things had become a foregone conclusion，
then you start to Regret”


I don't like to regret，
Because i think it is too late already.

Now is more important！

Oh ! no time already !

Just left 4 days to ‘N' exam......


Time is flying!

Everyone is busying to prepar for the up coming examination，



I don't have much time left behind.

Now, i know that Time is fair to us,


Some time when you lost the things then you realized how important it is !

Good Luck! ShaoFan,

All the best for my exam！