Should I happy or not?

Today,

I go and receive 'Top in level award' .

But,

I don't know whether I should happy or not?


Compare with those students who receiving the same awards with me,
I am the tallest and also the elders,

I find that was quite uncomfortable,
and also very embarrassed.

I rather don't take it.......

I don't know what are the uses of these certificates?

I already have one stack of it.

But,

In the end, I still need to go ITE.

Even know I don't wish to……